In an effort to stick with my diet and exercise, I’m going to start recording it. I might as well throw it out there into the open, all jiggly and fleshy.
I weigh 160 lbs. I so desperately want to lose at least 20 lbs. I think I could lose more like 30 lbs. I don’t want to grow old and fat as a crazy chicken lady! (It would be cats, but I don’t have any cats.)
So here I am, in all my tender vulnerable-ness.
I don’t like the way I look. Other than carrying so much extra weight in general, I start out small at the top, and then just get thicker the lower I get. I am not happy with this. My proportions are all weird.
But, I’m going to do this! I just need to stay on task. Right now, we are preparing care packages at work to send out, and being surrounded by all that sugar is so hard. There’s bread in the house, and ice cream in the fridge, and resisting it is so hard.
I have a 5k this Saturday. Unfortunately I injured something in my behind, and it pinches when I walk. It has been difficult to walk more than a mile, so I’m not sure how I’m going to do 3.1 miles. I’ve taken up yoga now, more as a necessity than anything else. It stretches me out enough to make exercise not painful. I’m going to stretch it out, and then go to that 5k and hope for the best. It’s an obstacle zombie one, which sounds amazingly fun. At the very least, I’m getting my t-shirt!
Next week I will weigh in again, and I better have lost weight! At the very least I need to get rid of some puffiness, because I have to fit into my wedding dress again on Saturday. It could require some cisco.
Thus ends my barn shit-shoveling photo shoot.